I feel like whenever I update my blog I’m not doing too great. Well, “not too great” in the general not doing overly brilliant world of mine.
Oh aren’t I just making a fantastic job at turning this into something uplifting and positive. - I’m trying, just wait for it.
In the meantime let’s just face the reality…
“So if I have a hot shower and wash my hair now, I probably won’t make it to university because I’ll just end up sitting on the sofa in my dressing gown like soggy, wet lettuce because all my energy just got washed down the drain”
I always feel so stupid when someone asks me what I’ve been up to all day. I know it doesn’t sound a lot when I say I spent my day studying at home and cooking lunch. But actually that’s probably the reason I’m able to sit next to you and enjoy this coffee we are having. Yes, life is such hard work! A shopping tour takes it out of me completely and I’m probably ready for my bed after the third shop.
I do keep going as long as I possibly can but when I overdo it, it’s more like the point of no return - there’s really no going back a step and just taking a deep breath. Game over.
The last two days I’ve spent “recovering”, getting ready to start at Level 1 again and then slowly start working myself back up to my baseline.
Little steps, right? My baseline isn’t good and it’s not at the point where I should stop.
I know.
I have all these plans and pictures in my head of me doing 30 minutes Yoga every morning, followed by a lung exercise session and a big walk around the blocks in the afternoons to bump up my lung function and build up some muscles.
It sounds so easy but I haven’t found a way to make it work, while trying to juggle studying, my social life and just the necessities to maintain a certain level of health at the same time.
Actually, I hoped I would have figured out a masterplan by the end of this blog post. Well I guess there isn’t a long term plan, that even if I did follow religiously would help me reach my goals. How do I define my goals anyway?
There’s no Bowser waiting for me to defeat.
Level Up! That’s the only things that counts.
